Sunday, October 08, 2006
fairfax, virginia.
things are slowly getting harder. as simple as it might be the human mind cannot have it that way, something must go wrong, must be made into wrong. however it works, i'm not so sure anymore. it's nice here, quiet and the air is cold and sweet. the roads and sidewalks are cleaner, wider and inviting. even when cars are passing by the roads seem empty. don't know why that is. the people here have friendly faces, friendly voices. i could live here a week and then die, for the quiet would drive me insane.
every song has its little place in the mind. a collection of bittersweet moments, beautiful stares into the open space infront of us, half a second glances, the touch shared with so many and the hopes and fears of universe.
it's when you're on the highway with your head resting on the window as you stare at all the signs that pass over you on the highway, you feel someting deep, deep in blue waiting for your pain to multiply.
i don't understand why things are this way, why i make them or you make them this way. why? it's not an interpretation, not all the time. it's not just in my head, it's outside of it also. if there's such a thing known as too much sensitivity, then i guess i'd be the queen of it all.
actually things have always been hard, it's just more magnified now.
1 Comments:
i miss you.
fairfax has now stolen two friends... MAIN AA RAHI HOON.