Tuesday, September 12, 2006
on the train 10:13 am. 09/12/06
screw the break. screw this. screw everything.
Sometimes when you stand amongst a huge crowd of people and know in your heart what's breaking you, life is magnified. looked at more closely but never really understood.
You know what to say, you don't how to say it.
You know what to do, you just don't know how to do it. you just write and fill in spaces, because words can hide a great deal. people will only think that they know what you're saying, only think that they know what you know. but your secrets remain yours and no one knows. you're too scared sometimes, because usually the secret that you keep has no truth in it. it really doesn't have an existence outside of your mind. the mind itself can make a mess and clean it up.
Her earrings are forced to sway and there is no sweet sound. just bleed your way through and take me with you.
i see this old woman sitting infront of me, she's sitting alone. i think the people who are the most afraid of being alone, end up being alone - alone and paranoid. the sign above her says
"To experience loneliness of the soul is the hardest thing in the world."- Brigitte Bardot.
i
want to
fastfoward my life.
Now
1 Comments:
i want to restart my life. kisi achey computer/vcr waley ko dhoondo.