Sanctuary: save room for my love.

Monday, October 23, 2006

save room for my love.

john legend is the shit for this song.

as happy as this song makes me, there is still enough room for a little unwanted, stupid thoughts to be walking here and there. i was going to write this post a couple of days phelay, but then things got in the way, life got in the way. i only remember a little of what i was originally going to write, the whole sentence structure and stuff. very lilttle i remember, and it's sad. aaj eid hai, not much going on, went to school - okay college.. i went to college for just one class. dressed like a bum i really can't be bothered about anything.

it's getting cold now, winds have changed the way they come and go. it's the kind of wind, breeze or autumn arrival that leaves you numb. you walk and slowly the numbness takes over and soon enough you realize that everything is moving, in slow motion and your feet take you to your destination and you don't even know how you got there. its the kind of wind that leaves you pale, heartbroken and wanting everything you can't have. my mind is blank most of the time, my eyes hurt when i take off my glasses. details ruin everything.

when i talk to k i tell her and ask her one thing, over and over again and all she can say is 'i don't know'. it's not really her job to know, it's not anyone's job really. but i will repeat myself, because i am just that way. a constant repitition and pretty unoriginal. it's the stupidest thing ever. tobah women are so emotional, koi haal nahee'n hai mera. so jazbaati i am.

ab i have to make phonecalls to everyone in pakistan for eid soon. i want mehndi, and i want chooriyan.

eid mubarak, lovely people :)

natasha took a picture at 8:35 PM | walking around in circles (2)

2 Comments:

Well I agree, sometimes when we cannot write what we want we tend to forget what it was all about. . .

Eid Mubarik to you too :)

By reedemer_x, 10/24/2006 8:06 AM

U know wat natasha
I can relate to wat u said abt K sometimes u r never understood but you conitnue trying
aur han sach me women are jazbati may be cuz we think a lot a lot
anyway
EID MUBARIK!!!

By lizzie, 10/24/2006 12:11 PM

blog map

Photography/Flickr

Monday, October 23, 2006

save room for my love.

2 Comments: