Wednesday, November 01, 2006
thursdays in new york.
every thursday is long day. ever since the time changed, time outside of college goes by painfully slow. it should be good, i mean i get more time to do my stuff, and bad because i get so easily distracted. central park is beautiful but it's too windy to walk outside unless it's a complete necessity. i dont want to walk against or with the wind.
i cannot write. i just cannot get my brain to slow down.
i really wish this music that you made wasn't so beautiful, cause i can't get enough of it.
he says 'you live here, don't you realize that, this place is fucking amazing'
'what's there to realize, it's just overcrowded place with tall buildings that we'll eventually have to study or whatever, people who are always in a hurry, high fashion, fastfood and alot of walking trying to escape from the thoughts in your head'
'is that why you walk alot'
'yeah'
'does it help'
'no'
'is it just me or are you really that used to making everything sound so depressing'
'no it's just me, the disease side of me'
'you do realize you're random, right?'
'you've read my facebook profile i see'
tomorrow is thursday. i do realize that this city is amazing, but that realization never lasts for long. i'm sorry.
3 Comments:
I like the random-ness while writing wat ppl said or wat i felt and I cn relate to line
i just cannot get my brain to slow down
sigh. i know what you mean...
and thursdays are dreadful. sigh.
i need to cut down on the sighing.
i like your posts. they are random, with a meaning.:)