Sanctuary: and she said to me: 'but i thought you already knew'

Friday, July 14, 2006

and she said to me: 'but i thought you already knew'

ALREADY KNEW? ALREADY KNEW, FOR PETE'S SAKE IF I KNEW I'D BE OKAY WITH IT, WOULDN'T I?

two years ago when i asked you about this you gave me a vague reply, you joked about it. and so i took it as a joke, to only have you tell me this morning that it wasn't a joke. as much as you want to die, fuck man, i want to die also - and it's not even related to me. Lord, Dear Lord, what is this world coming to?
i have now started to see everyone in a different light, the stage is big with a line that drawn through the middle. a very precise line it is. and i see everyone in the same light as you are, i feel like all the people i know have come under a certain category, and i don't know if i should stand with all of you - my friends?

i think i am too conservative and sensitive for my own good. and it all will be the death of me.

i wish i could scream so loud till all the air has left my body and for one second i can look at every single one of you for the last time under this light and when i breathe in again everything will fade away, i will be a new person, and it will be a new day. there will be a
new
me.

natasha took a picture at 8:22 PM | walking around in circles (2)

2 Comments:

how many posts behind am i?! and update me woman... you are just about the only exciting thing in my life :P

By mahnoor, 7/15/2006 3:57 AM

chalo chalo cheer up..shaabash!!

By Saady, 7/15/2006 6:31 PM

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Friday, July 14, 2006

and she said to me: 'but i thought you already knew'

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