Sanctuary: empty handed

Saturday, November 25, 2006

empty handed

and its only me.

yeah it'll always be me.

pretty easy isn't it?

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yeah so, i've made a habit of walking around like a bum. and i'm pretty proud of it. i'm sitting in this hotel room, with nothing to do. so i take a walk in the hallway, for the heck of it. in my brown sweatpants and my highschool t-shirt, and i am happy. i am content with my hair all not so neatly tied up, i feel like walking barefoot, but i can't so i won't. no wait, i actually could've, but whatever. exactly 12 people online, all are away. even i'm away. yeah we're all so cool being away. the away people.

lalalalala so so bored in my head. nothing to do and just so so bored. last time i came here was in july for a wedding, and all the trees were green, and the summer breeze was nice. i wanted to stay here then. but now it's all cold, all black and grey. the trees are like skeletons and it's sad. makes me sad because i see this beautiful things and i want to take picture but the car is moving, and i'm not in the mood to go through appropriate shutter speeds, and aperture settings to get the picture right, when in actuallity i couldn't have gotten it right anyway since i'm in a bloody moving car for crying out loud. so yeah, moving on and complaining some more, too little time and too much beauty. so i'll do what Degriff once said -

"There will be times when you will be in the field without a camera. And, you will see the most glorious sunset or the most beautiful scene that you have ever witnessed. Don't be bitter because you can't record it. Sit down, drink it in, and enjoy it for what it is!" - DeGriff

i have my music to remind me of this. i have my music to remind me of everything i want to be reminded of, not reminded of at the very same time.

so this house i went to, there was much talk about trips to pakistan. and i sat there, wishing to go back.
i sat there wishing not to go back at the same time also. i sat there going through different stupid thoughts in my head.

ohbloodyhell i can't take it anymore. suck the oxygen out of my brain now, please.

natasha took a picture at 9:05 PM | walking around in circles (2)

2 Comments:

Teach me how to use shutter speeds and aperture settings? :D

By The Surreptitious Fabric, 11/26/2006 8:19 AM

so. when ARE you coming to visit us? :D

By insiyasyed, 11/26/2006 11:09 PM

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

empty handed

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