Tuesday, December 05, 2006
hands are shaking cold and hope is gone.
it's just one of those days when you decide to leave your hair open and the wind is icy cold, and your hair still makes an effort to look nice. yeah that's the only good thing about this day. monday is the last day of classes, and i don't care.
today is the kind of day where you just want to be angry at everyone, leave randomly while engaged in group conversation, as if you're a victim of a panic attack. walked alone and randomly in the mall today, was peaceful and quiet. warm. i'm still angry for no reason. well not a good reason that is, it's just more of a sulking.
i could leave, but i just won't be brave enough to take that step.
hands are shaking cold and hope is gone from the streets of this city. it becomes harder and harder to walk.
and sometimes the ball just won't bounce back, no matter how much you give and no matter how much you try.
breakdown. beauty. breakdown.
also, happy birthday :). i never got to know you, you left a long time ago. i've heard amazing things about you and everyone misses you so much. it would've been great if you were around.
1 Comments:
A mall that was quiet and peaceful...where in the world did you find one of those?! :P